In conjunction of 'beh tahan' session of one fm, I did my own section while driving.
First thing I beh tahan is I can't accept me myself which got this "don't care" attitude. What's wrong with me? I suppose to be active, stay active! I want to be servant leader in future. How can a servant leader want others to push you to do the thing that you suppose to do? how can this happen to a leader! I am frustrated with myself on that. I should take up initiative to do things and lead the things go on track. STOP sleeping, even dreaming but START working, moving my ass!
Second thing I beh tahan is that I love my loves one, my family, my friends whose I miss very hard. I wish I could spent all my time with you all.
Third thing that I beh tahan is I am still I am. I don't move out from my comfort zone. I don't improve myself. I am still I am few years back. I don't see any changes on my weakness and improve a lot on the talent which I own. This is the sad thing that I realized. I grow old everyday. I don't want to be old yet, I am still I am as I were a child.
BEH TAHAN AHHHHH~ Sipek BEH TAHANN AHHHHHHHHHH EHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHH ARGHHHHHHHHH ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Friday, November 29, 2013
Thursday, November 7, 2013
Study Master?
Things that I have to consider when I make up my mind to continue my studies (postgraduate).
Before I start to blog about this, I would like introduce you guys regarding my current situation as intern. There I got the inspiration from. Now, I having my internship for three months until the end of 2013 as lab assistant at INBIOSIS, UKM.
I already half way of it already. Basically, I did assist master students there to carry their jobs. For examples, prepare media, sub culture, DNA/RNA extraction, do FT-IR analysis, seed sow, embryo culture and much more. Quite many experiences gain there. There are a lot more to come!
Throughout the intern, I have a chance to got along with master students. I learn and get inspired from them. Here come my inspirations.
1. Passion
When you going to pursue for higher education, you need to do what you like to do. It is no more forcing neither from parents or peers. If you ever do a thing with passion, you will success. Specially in research, you have to repeat hundred of times in order to get your result right. I experienced this, really.
2. Confident
Confident comes from experience. You need to boost up our confident before you start anything include further studies. What I going to do is keep on reading and gain knowledge either from books or experience. This will help me to increase my confident. Same to you.
3. Systematic
Postgrade really needs this. As we are going to finish our module by our own planning. Although we will have a "supervisor", don't take everything for granted. We still need to finish all of the experiment ourselves. Systematic as in from planning of experiment, handling the experiment to finish it on time. All of this need to be plan ahead. Thus, be systematic!
4. ASK
Be frankly, I am a quiet person sometimes. Many things I do keep inside. No surprise, If I have question in my mind, I uhhhh* don't feel like want to ask. If you ask, you won't die right. The worst thing that would happens is "No"! Next time, practice this in your mind. Anything just ask!
5. Courage
I don't know why I am kind of person that scared here and there. I am fear of mistake that I going to make. WTF!? I don't even made that, but my mind think that I did that. This going to ruin me and hart me from moving forward. huhh* It's time to update my cpu data already. I should change this before I got any trouble.
Upon one year or even more, I want to achieve above five criterions before I think of studying postgrade.
Work hard together, guys!
Before I start to blog about this, I would like introduce you guys regarding my current situation as intern. There I got the inspiration from. Now, I having my internship for three months until the end of 2013 as lab assistant at INBIOSIS, UKM.
I already half way of it already. Basically, I did assist master students there to carry their jobs. For examples, prepare media, sub culture, DNA/RNA extraction, do FT-IR analysis, seed sow, embryo culture and much more. Quite many experiences gain there. There are a lot more to come!
Throughout the intern, I have a chance to got along with master students. I learn and get inspired from them. Here come my inspirations.
1. Passion
When you going to pursue for higher education, you need to do what you like to do. It is no more forcing neither from parents or peers. If you ever do a thing with passion, you will success. Specially in research, you have to repeat hundred of times in order to get your result right. I experienced this, really.
2. Confident
Confident comes from experience. You need to boost up our confident before you start anything include further studies. What I going to do is keep on reading and gain knowledge either from books or experience. This will help me to increase my confident. Same to you.
3. Systematic
Postgrade really needs this. As we are going to finish our module by our own planning. Although we will have a "supervisor", don't take everything for granted. We still need to finish all of the experiment ourselves. Systematic as in from planning of experiment, handling the experiment to finish it on time. All of this need to be plan ahead. Thus, be systematic!
4. ASK
Be frankly, I am a quiet person sometimes. Many things I do keep inside. No surprise, If I have question in my mind, I uhhhh* don't feel like want to ask. If you ask, you won't die right. The worst thing that would happens is "No"! Next time, practice this in your mind. Anything just ask!
5. Courage
I don't know why I am kind of person that scared here and there. I am fear of mistake that I going to make. WTF!? I don't even made that, but my mind think that I did that. This going to ruin me and hart me from moving forward. huhh* It's time to update my cpu data already. I should change this before I got any trouble.
Upon one year or even more, I want to achieve above five criterions before I think of studying postgrade.
Work hard together, guys!
Wednesday, October 30, 2013
反思
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| 小小一步，大大梦想 |
镜子前的我显得好脆弱
怎么了
又想逃避 压力 工作
还是 不想面对 眼前的工作
事实两者都有
没有 信心 胆量
简直 是 懦弱 没用
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这些该停止了！
我要面对!
面对 压力
把压力 变成 动力
把功课当挑战
一切都可以完成！
我，姓蔡 明 杰克 可以！
Thursday, October 17, 2013
OT
I like the feel of the library
It seems like you are the only one in this place
Very quiet easy concentrate on
What I suppose to do
I like it
I will continue doing it until I success
One day
Work hard
Time now
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
Lists
There are many things I want to do and I wish to.
Blog - write out my feelings, thoughts and everything
Guitar - learn something that I really dont know
Football - my passion on that
Reading - I like reading!
Pak Toh - hahahahaha! spending time with her is awesome!
Writing - hmm, I want to complete it
Events - this exciting part of uni life =)
Trip - one of the way to relax myself
Games - hahaa, feeling want to win!
Am I too greedy to do so much things?
Blog - write out my feelings, thoughts and everything
Guitar - learn something that I really dont know
Football - my passion on that
Reading - I like reading!
Pak Toh - hahahahaha! spending time with her is awesome!
Writing - hmm, I want to complete it
Events - this exciting part of uni life =)
Trip - one of the way to relax myself
Games - hahaa, feeling want to win!
Am I too greedy to do so much things?
Sunday, October 6, 2013
Post
Somehow something that I want to do
I will do it
If not now, When?
If not here, Where?
That's what I am thinking right now.
Things that you never do
that's regret came from
Things that you did
That's the memories came from
Create memories
living without regrets
Keep on!
I will do it
If not now, When?
If not here, Where?
That's what I am thinking right now.
Things that you never do
that's regret came from
Things that you did
That's the memories came from
Create memories
living without regrets
Keep on!
Thursday, August 15, 2013
The Movement
Being love is something wonderful
Loving someone is something grateful
If you have both, YOU are gifted !
Be thankful every movement you have
and bring it to till the last
perhaps FOREVER ever
some words for you C=
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